I commune with God by: Becoming still, beholding Jesus, tuning to flow, and journaling.
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Dearest Abba,
I love you, my God!
I long to be close to you…
and ever closer still!
I want to hear and say
what you are saying.
I want to see and do
what you are doing.
It still feels
so out of reach,
But you have said
it is not.
You came to earth
to restore
intimate relationship
between God and man—
The same intimacy
lost by Adam and Eve,
demonstrated by Jesus Christ—
The same intimacy
you promised me.
The Bible is full of stories
of how to navigate relationships—
with people
and with you.
Your whole purpose
was for humans
to live out
of relationship to you,
Not merely live
out of the Bible.
This is what drew me
to the character, Tevya,
in Fiddler on the Roof.
He talked to you
with a sense of familiarity.
But Tevya only spoke to you
as an idea,
a belief.
He did not know you personally
like Jesus Christ knew you.
Tevya tried to perpetuate
the old covenant.
He could not draw near
to your throne.
He could not hear your voice
speaking his name,
answering his questions.
His relationship
was only wishful thinking.
But I have more
than wishful thinking.
I partake in the covenant
you made
with Jesus Christ.
I have your own Holy Spirit
living inside my heart.
I have the promise
that I will hear your voice.
I desire to live out of you
constantly—
to abide in you,
not just visit you.
You said I could.
You commanded me to.
You made all the provision
for me to.
I want to.
I choose to.
I set my intention to.
I will abide in you—
beginning
right this very minute—
now!
Thank you, Abba,
that I am abiding in you.
You said
that if I abide in you,
and your words abide in me,
That I can ask whatever I want
and it will be done unto me.
Abba, I ask for complete healing—
physical,
emotional,
spiritual—
So that I am free
to love you,
myself,
and others.
Enable me to love
as you love.
Enable me to love
with your own
free-flowing love.
And I ask that,
as far as I am able to
to believe,
assist,
and support my neighbors,
That they be completely healed,
body,
soul,
and spirit.
Show me how to support,
love,
and believe and pray for them
to be completely healed.
Forgive all their sins.
And forgive me
for holding their sins
against them.
I repent of all
my nasty ungodliness
And I surrender myself
to your mind,
your will,
and your emotions.
Let me feel your emotions,
think with your mind,
and act according
to your will.
Is this like DNA—
not hardwired responses,
but toggle switches
I can turn on and off?
Where I can leave the switch
set to my old man stuff
Or I can switch over
to your stuff—
the stuff that fills
the new man?
It all has to do
with choosing
who and what
to believe.
The fruit of the Spirit
are holy emotions
plus character traits—
love,
joy,
peace,
long-suffering,
gentleness,
meekness
self-control—
Produced by
some sort of
divine balance
between restfully abiding
and actively cultivating.
I believe
I am a branch
in your vine.
Your Holy Spirit sap
is flowing through me.
Your holy wisdom
is flowing through me.
The mind of Christ
is flowing through me.
The emotions
and character traits
of God
are flowing through me.
I can yield to God
in all areas
at all times.
Abba, what would you like
to say to me?
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My dearest Debba-Ru,
Yes, it is not only possible,
but it has been my intention
all along
for you to live
out of me
With my Holy Spirit sap
flowing through you.
You are my offspring!
I have planted my DNA
in every cell
of your being.
I have written my name
on every strand.
You are mine!
I have called you by name!
I have planted my seed
inside of you.
You are my field.
I intend for my Holy Spirit
to multiply
inside of you.
But the field must be cleared—
the rocks removed,
the thorns pulled out,
and the fallow ground
broken up and prepared.
My Word is my Seed.
But my Word is the Christ,
the Holy Spirit anointing.
Remember,
the Word became flesh
and dwelt among you,
and you beheld his glory
as of the only-begotten Son of God,
full of grace and truth.
My Word is the Logos—
not just the written
or spoken word,
But the whole logic,
intent,
and methodology
behind the word.
When I sow my Logos in you
by speaking Rhema, in your ears,
It is my Spirit—
my character,
my zoe,
my very being—
Meant to multiply
within you
And fill your very being
to overflowing
with me:
my life,
my love,
my thoughts,
my will,
my ways—
my very self!
It is I
who is multiplying
in you,
through you—
All the colors
of my rainbow covenant
Coming through
the shades and hues
and saturations
of Debra Ruth.
When you are fully cleaned
and rid of all impurities,
You become
a beautiful crystal
sparkling
with all the colors
of my light
in my celestial
chandelier!
I have made you clean;
I have made you pure.
It is always your choice
to be
or not to be—
to believe
or not to believe—
to shine
or not to shine.
The crystal chandelier
cannot shine
without the light.
The wind chime
cannot sound
without the wind.
And my word planted
cannot germinate,
take root,
and grow
without the cooperation
of the soil.
Why do you think
I created Adam
from the soil
of the earth?
It was my intention
to plant my seed—
the Spirit of life—
within him.
When Jesus taught the parable
of the soils and the seed,
He was looking all the way
back to Adam—
the first field of soil
to receive the in-breathed seed.
And when I spoke to Mary
and told her
she would conceive—
She believed
and surrendered.
I planted my Seed in her womb.
As she pondered in her heart
the promise,
The soil of her heart
and then her body
Accepted the Seed,
and created an environment
for that seed
to germinate,
take root,
and grow,
And then the Savior—
my only-begotten Son—
was born!
I planted my seed in you.
I plant my Holy Spirit in you.
And as you meditate
and ponder
and receive—
grab hold of
all that entails—
You create an environment for
in your heart,
soul,
mind,
and body
For that seed to grow.
And as my sap-laden branches
invade every part
of your being
like a mustard seed,
My mind,
my will,
my ways,
my emotions,
my character traits
bear fruit.
As your soul prospers,
your body will prosper
with health.
As your mind and will prosper,
your hands prosper
in their ability
to get wealth.
As your heart abides in me,
my heart emotions
flow through your heart
and bear the fruit
of the Spirit:
my holy emotions
and character traits.
I have made you to be soil—
a fertile field—
for the incubation
and expression
of my seed.
This is the principle
of your life,
of the entire earth!
I express myself through you,
and then you express yourself
through me
by taking dominion
on the earth
through being fruitful,
multiplying,
and subduing
the earth.
You look around about
and you cherish your babies—
your books.
I tell you,
your books
are the expression
Of the seed
I have planted
in you,
Incubated
and nurtured
in your heart,
Birthed through the labor
of your pen,
Sent out into the earth
to take on
a life of their own
With loving prayer
and oversight.
They are your children,
our offspring!
More are the children
of the desolate woman
Than she who has
a husband!
The people you pour
my life into
Become the vessels
carrying dreams.
Those you nurture
become sons and daughters.
Those whom they nurture
become grandsons
and granddaughters.
And I have told you
that your grandchildren
will do exploits.
Every seed I plant in you
that bears fruit
Is offspring
for the kingdom.
All that comes from my life
is my offspring
bearing more more fruit
for my glory.
Whatever your hand
finds to do,
If my life
is in it,
Brings me glory
and fruitfulness
and multiplication.
Do not despise the day
of small beginnings.
A mighty man or woman of God
begins with the joining
of the sperm and the egg.
(And I say—I roar—to abortionists:
“Do not despise the day
of small beginnings!”)
This is a day that seems like
small beginnings,
But your children
have been developing
years in the womb
and the time
is now coming.
Do not be surprised
or dismayed
by birth pains.
They will come
and go.
Keep pushing.
Keep believing.
Keep moving forward
through the process.
I am with you
all the way.
I love you!
You are my bride
and beloved wife!
We are making
a family
together!
Your husband,
Jesus Christ
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