My two days of journaling, following Charlie Kirks martyrdom. I believe we all can see, hear, and feel God is moving. Stirring revival, speaking and empowering his church to return to Him. I’ve seen a movement in, large scale influencers podcasts, church sermons, small groups, and even into my own journaling that God is working powerfully to reconnect us to His voice! However the enemy is also desperately trying to kill it. Like a wounded dog backed into a corner it lashes out violently.
9/11/25
(I am shown a small child trying to build a tower with blocks, but it keeps toppling down.)
Me: Why do I so often fail to obey, you give me opportunity after opportunity, yet I routinely do not seize them.
Jesus: like a child learning to build something you must not hurry. Take care to set each block before going on to the next. Patience in your practice, no skill is learned without failure.
Me: But I am not a child, I know better.
Jesus: You are looking at yourself from your eyes, when I look at you, I see a child young, eager, and insistent on success. You are willing to learn, seek instruction and guidance. How much more patient are you with a young ball player who is trying rather than one who has no interest and is there only by obligation. You will never look into My eyes and see disappointment. There is only the love of a Father, full of grace, mercy, and hope. The look of confidence in His son, knowing that the failure will yield to success. So, whether you completely miss the ball or hit the tee is not important. Your looking forward to a chance to take another swing, not be defeated and quit shows what is truly in your heart. Just as I have heard you say, “You must keep your eye on the ball to hit it” So too you must keep your eyes fixed on Me. Do not worry about the times you swing and miss.
Me: I do not know why you so lovingly wait on me.
Jesus: Oh but you do! You can feel it in your heart!
Me: show me how to move forward, how to surrender, how to obey. I want to make you proud!
Jesus: You have, you do, and you will again and again.
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I was shown later that I was under attack that morning following what had taken place, influenced by guilt and shame. I rebuked it in the name of Jesus and immediately began to feel it melt away.
9/12/25
I see myself walking down a dark road carrying a lantern that burns brilliantly white. Then I hear Jesus tell me I don’t see His face because He is the Light I am carrying with me.
Jesus: I send you today to encourage and lift up. To shine brightly with the Light you have been given. You feel a burning and a longing for unity, for brothers to love brothers. For neighbors to honor neighbors. Be this unity! Be this light in the darkness!
Me: Yes Father, I will.
Jesus: Reach out and touch them, speak life into them. You are beginning to understand who you are, the authority you have been given. Operate and practice in it, walk confidently wearing the sandals of peace, knowing you can step on snakes and scorpions. Wrap yourself in the belt of truth, live and speak from inside it.
(I see myself walking with the Light of Christ, I stopped and kneeled, holding the light above my head).
Jesus: NO! Stand up and keep moving! Do not worry about where you are going. Know that you go with Me, I will not send you where I do not go with you. Now is not the time to stand still. (This was said in a firm tone, as if it were important and to be heeded). Keep in the front of your mind that when I ask you to do something you turn to Me for strength and not yourself. In Me you will find your way.
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I pray for us all to stand up in unity with Jesus Christ as our head. For us to realize who we are, who we serve and who we represent before the world. I pray protection and the blood of Christ over all His children while we head to the front lines of the battle. I pray we remember and embrace our brothers, coming alongside them dressed in the FULL armor of God! In Jesus mighty name, Amen
Links to inspirational short segments
- I want to be remembered for courage for my faith
- Well done good and faithful servant
- How Charlie’s death converted me
- Tribute to Charlie Kirk by J.D. Vance
- JD Vance JD - Justice for Charlie is coming
- You can’t silence an opinion by ending a life
- Charlie Kirk’s books, podcasts skyrocket to top of charts after assassination
- In death, Charlie Kirk has been multiplied - Coffee and Covid News
- I was a Turning Point student through high school and college
- Get involved with Turning Point USA
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