You Can't Imagine My Guilt, But When Jesus' Hand Touched My Heart...

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Celebrate with Ruth Roman as she shares her amazing testimony of emotional and physical healing!


Over a year ago, I woke up one morning and had lost mobility on my left side.  I was unable to tie my shoes, nor touch my toes nor walk for exercise.  Whenever I attempted, I suffered great pain and simply could not do it.  I am a former athlete so I was very perplexed and totally distressed.

I became angry with God because I had been praying and getting in every healing line for prayer that I could.  I am a person that totally believes in God's power to heal because this is the first way that I met Him as a healer.  When I was a child of 13 God healed me of a knee disease that was to end my track and basketball career.

When I was 14 years old God healed me of cancerous formations that formed along my chest cavity just hours before I was to have surgery.   The team of 6 doctors ordered one last x-ray and MRI only to release me that day saying to my parents that it was gone and that they had never seen anything like it before.  So I really knew God as Jehovah Rapha.  Yet for the first time, I was becoming offended and I was on the verge of giving up on God's healing.

This was a divine appointment for me.  I say that because I was already in my 2nd day of a 3 day fast when I stumbled upon this on CWG's website while ordering supplies for my church.  Two days before, the Holy Spirit gave me a vision of Jesus placing a white robe around me.  It was very beautiful and adorned with a large beautiful jewel.  It was like no material that I've ever seen.  It was very beautiful.  Then the Holy Spirit began to speak to me about robes of righteousness that I had just had a vision of Jesus placing on me.

So, I found this Healing Meditation CD on CWG along with this Healing Waters Prayer and Soaking instrumental by Jim French.  I let the instrumental play in the background while reciting the Scriptures and prayers being led by Holy Spirit through Dr. Virkler in the CD.  God has truly anointed Dr. Virkler's ministry.  He is rightfully a doctor.  God uses him too as a heart doctor.  This is yet another prayer-based weapon in his arsenal. 

As I listened to the Healing Meditation CD reciting the Scriptures and prayers, I really wanted the healing to work and remember saying to the Lord, "I have no closed doors; please enter and heal me."  I followed along on the CD until it had me lay hands on the part of my body that needed healing and later on my heart.

The presence of God became so heavy that my room became very bright and I knew immediately that Jesus was there.  I could feel Him tangibly as warmth covered me and I could feel Jesus' hand over my heart and I saw it in the spirit in a vision.  Jesus had not only healed my physical infirmity but also healed my heart of secret hurt I had suppressed of an event which had occurred when I was 17. It was something I never told my parents or anyone.  Even today, my family does not know.

At 17, I had become pregnant and terminated the pregnancy.  After that I was never able to conceive again.  You can't imagine my guilt.  I had not thought of it in decades.  But when Jesus' hand touched my heart, He brought the event to my memory like a gentle flood ...if there is such a thing.  I broke.  I had to forgive myself for what I had done.  And as quickly as He brought the event to me, He took the shame, guilt and hurt away.  I was healed! 

Like the story in Luke where Jesus told the crippled man to get up and walk, I was instructed in the Healing Meditation CD to test the healing.  In a vision, I saw Jesus' hand extended to help me stand up.  I physically extended my hand to allow Him, when for the first time in a long time, I popped up like I did when I was in my 20s.  I took a step without pain but the test was touching my toes and tying my shoe.  I bent over and I could touch the floor.  Glory to Yeshual!  I was indeed healed.

Today, June 16, 2016, I walked 4 miles.  I haven't done that in a long time and I am grateful to God and the Man of God, Dr. Mark Virkler whose ministry God is blessing tremendously with miracles, signs and wonders.  Hallelujah! Amen.

YOUR Healing Encounter & Miracle Service Resources (the Healing Meditation Ruth used)

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by Mark Virkler | 180-Page Book | 12 Audio Sessions | LEARN Workbook

How do you know? What is the process you use to discover truth? I did not ask that question during the first 25 years of my life. I used eleven different methods for discovering truth including: if my parents said so, then it was so. If my teacher said it was so, then it was so. If my pastor said it was so, then it was so. If my theology said it was so, then it was so. I have discarded them all and adopted a twelfth method, which is in harmony with what the Bible teaches. We teach you this method in this series. 

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How to Walk by the Spirit Audio CD Package

by Mark and Patti Virkler | 1 Workbook | 6 CDs

Are you like many western Christians who have been taught little about how to sense their spirits? Do you have trouble even defining what spirit sensations feel like within you, much less recognizing them? This training was birthed from Mark’s passion to live out of his spirit, and thus release the anointing of God. The problem he faced was lack of clear biblical definition as to what his spirit felt like. So Mark looked up every verse in the Bible on heart and spirit.

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Naturally Supernatural Audio CD Package

by Mark and Patti Virkler | 2 Books | 13 sessions on 6 CDs

Now with Revised & Expanded 30th Anniversary Edition CDs and DVDs!

A step-by-step guide on “abiding in Christ” or how to let go and let God live naturally and powerfully out through you. Disarmingly simple. Mind-blowingly powerful.

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The Overcomer's Complete Discounted Audio Package

Overcomer's Complete Discounted Audio Package

By Mark and Patti Virkler | 5 books | 2 CD series | 1 CD/DVD set | Save $18!

So you just encountered the Holy Spirit in a whole new way, and now you want to deepen your spiritual sensitivity and release of His power? How do you go about doing that? First of all, you want to clearly and biblically define living by the Spirit. Secondly, you want to press into intimacy with the Holy Spirit with understanding and persistence.

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Overflow of the Spirit CD Package

12 CD Sessions | Book 284 pgs | Workbook 50 pgs | by Mark Virkler and Charity Kayembe

Mark and Charity have teamed up again to create a training series on how to easily manifest the nine gifts of the Holy Spirit. It took us several years to break through all the confusion and present a clear, simple understanding of how to release the ninefold manifestation of the Holy Spirit everywhere you go and with everyone you touch. It is not hard! It can’t be since these are gifts of the Holy Spirit, not things you have to work for.

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Rivers of Grace Audio CD Package

by Mark and Patti Virkler | 1 Book | 1 LEARN Notebook | 4 Audio CDs

You can be the parent God wants you to be: loving, encouraging, trusting and able to raise up your children in the way they should go, fulfilling their own unique destinies. Parenting was not intended to be a burden, and anyone who tells you differently has bought into a lie. You will learn to enjoy parenting as an exciting, joy-filled, divinely-ordained opportunity, not a wearying responsibility.

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by Mark and Patti Virkler | 1 book | 12 Audio Sessions

Discover how you can take charge of your own health — keeping yourself young, energetic, attractive, and free of degenerative diseases! Discover the biblical injunctions on diet and health, and the amazing correlations between them and modern scientific research. Updated in 2015 with 20 years of fresh insights since recording the previous "Go Natural" series!

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Through the Bible 1: Pentateuch CD Package

1 CD Set by Dr. Andrew Hardy | 1 Book by Mark and Patti Virkler

Dr. Andrew Hardy takes you from Genesis through Deuteronomy in 10 sessions. This is part one of our Through the Bible series, which gives you an overview of the entire Bible. It contains CDs of Pentateuch as well as Through the Bible workbook

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Through the Bible 6: Life of Christ CD Package

5 CDs by Dr. Andrew Hardy | 1 Book by Mark and Patti Virkler

Dr. Andrew Hardy takes you through the Life of Christ in 10 sessions in these CD series. This package contains part six of our Through The Bible series, which gives you an overview of the entire Bible. You may choose to begin with the Life of Christ and work your way through the entire New Testament, and then follow this up by going through the Old Testament.

Why are there four Gospels describing Jesus' life? How are the three synoptic Gospels different from John? What does God want to say to me through the life of Jesus? Can I really imitate Christ and be like Him? Yes, Jesus came to model the lifestyle God has empowered us to live!

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This package gives you the tools to transform your study of the Scriptures into encounters with their Author Who will personally reveal what He wants to say to you through them each day! First is a CD which teaches you how to meditate on Scriptures so you receive revelation from the Holy Spirit as you prayerfully read the Word (Josh. 1:8; Eph. 1:17,18). You will discover how this is different from, and much deeper than, simple western study. Next is a Through the Bible workbook which guides you chapter-by-chapter through the entire Bible. Finally, we provide the cultural, historical and linguistic insights of Dr. Andrew Hardy, a British scholar in the eight CD sets which are all part of this discounted package.

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